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 After a stream of regular emails to the love of my life, Rachel, she has persued legal action against me. I begged her to write me, speak to me. I pleaded to reach out to her, I didn't berate, insult or intimidate.

 I was a gentleman about it, but I got desperate and sent far too many. Now I am legally blocked from any contact. Could not have helped my case that I hit morbidly depressed a few times, posting a news link about an unidentified woman they found, deceased, in her age range. I had a panic attack, tried even harder to reach her.

 I hope she is doing well, but I never know. That doubt gives me anxiety.

 She is my dream girl. I've known her for years, and she is denying ever knowing me. It seems like she has been planning this for awhile now, though.

 I still love her, I still miss her and I have no ill will against her. 
 The charge is Stalking, but I didn't say anything threatening... I just begged, pleaded and tried to never give up on trying to get her talking.

 I had thought if I was persistent, maybe someday she'd become more receptive to casual banter and some kind of communication.
. (usually no more than a few times a day. But, regrettably there was a day or two of twelve or so... For five months... I'm so sorry, Rachel.)

 I just wished I could get through to someone I care about. I'd give anything to feel that bond again.

 There isn't a shred of evidence that she still loves me, yet I can't give up that glimmer of hope.

Jail awaits me.

I feel the best days of my life are behind me.

Everything is falling apart.

My soul crumbles as fast as my teeth do.
  • Listening to: Rabbit Junk
  • Reading: The Confusion by Neal Stephenson
  • Playing: Fallout: Shelter
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Cappuchino
Pretty pink eyes by superftmn
Pretty pink eyes
A friend of mine from way back is albino. I wanted to create more work with albinism.
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Oh, I hope it works out for her, eventually. She's so damn beautiful. <3
 After a stream of regular emails to the love of my life, Rachel, she has persued legal action against me. I begged her to write me, speak to me. I pleaded to reach out to her, I didn't berate, insult or intimidate.

 I was a gentleman about it, but I got desperate and sent far too many. Now I am legally blocked from any contact. Could not have helped my case that I hit morbidly depressed a few times, posting a news link about an unidentified woman they found, deceased, in her age range. I had a panic attack, tried even harder to reach her.

 I hope she is doing well, but I never know. That doubt gives me anxiety.

 She is my dream girl. I've known her for years, and she is denying ever knowing me. It seems like she has been planning this for awhile now, though.

 I still love her, I still miss her and I have no ill will against her. 
 The charge is Stalking, but I didn't say anything threatening... I just begged, pleaded and tried to never give up on trying to get her talking.

 I had thought if I was persistent, maybe someday she'd become more receptive to casual banter and some kind of communication.
. (usually no more than a few times a day. But, regrettably there was a day or two of twelve or so... For five months... I'm so sorry, Rachel.)

 I just wished I could get through to someone I care about. I'd give anything to feel that bond again.

 There isn't a shred of evidence that she still loves me, yet I can't give up that glimmer of hope.

Jail awaits me.

I feel the best days of my life are behind me.

Everything is falling apart.

My soul crumbles as fast as my teeth do.
  • Listening to: Rabbit Junk
  • Reading: The Confusion by Neal Stephenson
  • Playing: Fallout: Shelter
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Cappuchino

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:iconneongreenvirus:
NeonGreenVirus Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2016  New Deviant Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the llama!
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black-dog2008 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
Th+fav nks!
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Ynik-name Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2016  Professional Artisan Crafter
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minkamarkartist19 Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2016  Student Digital Artist
thx 4 the llama! ^^
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superftmn Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
 Yarp.
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Woohoorandom Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the llama! :iconcheerplz:
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janimutikainen Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for :+fav: on my sketchbook.
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JeyraBlue Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav Llama Emoji-03 (Sparkles) [V1] 
Becky McCormick by JeyraBlue  
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superftmn Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
 That character would've fit in any of the Hunter: The Reckoning games. :)
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Melancholita Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2016   Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch, it's much appreciated!
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